Have you ever loved someone so much that you settled for being friends just to keep them in your life?
and i realize that i am in love with you, and you’re everything i could possibly want. i just wish you knew what you wanted.
@wordsbreathe c / i wish you wanted me like i want you
“I thought this was it, this was my chance to be happy. I had you and I was blessed and everything felt okay for once, suddenly it all came crashing downhill and I’m drowning and I can’t breathe.”
drowning
xhondervishi-deactivated2022082:
You don’t know pain until you gotta force your heart to stop loving somebody.
I hope one day you realize how fucked up what you did to me was.
I don’t think I can ever forgive you.
“Have you ever wanted to cry, and no tears came out. So you just sit there, quietly, and feel your heart break into tiny pieces while everything crumbles around you.”
~ colorfulbiscuithandsdiplomat
It’s weird, not waking up to your Good Morning Text, to our morning phone calls as you leave for work, and I’m getting ready for school, calling you when I get out of class, work, and our goodnight Facetime Calls.
I can say I literally gave it my all to make sure we can give us a chance, to fight to make this work but your demons won. I know you’re not happy with yourself, and I can’t be selfish and keep you with me to make us work when you don’t even believe in yourself or youre not happy with yourself.
I love you, we spent years together almost 6 years Dale and I can honestly say with everything that we’ve been through I’m glad I got to experience life with you. You brought me joy, happiness, always there when I need to someone to vent to, a shoulder to cry on, someone I can count on to make me laugh when I’m down. You became my best friend Dale you know me better than I know myself to be honest. Dale you are such a wonderful guy, kind hearted, gentle, funny and amazing and you don’t see it and that just sucks! You deserve all the happiness in the world for the person that you are. I hope you find that happiness within yourself. I’ll always love you, you will always have a place in my heart no matter what.
Hurts to admit that we are not together, were not working on things but you need to work on yourself to get better. Maybe one day we will find our way back to one another, if not I’m always here for you.
I have finally told you my truth. Everything that has happened since we’ve broken up. I done it to show you that I want to be honest with you, I don’t want to hide anything anymore and I want you, I want us to work out and be together again. We’ve both done things that are fucked up, and yes what I have done is more than you’ve done. I truly believe our love is that strong for one another to move on from this to make our relationship stronger once we do decide to get back together. I love you.
You fucked me up in my head and emotionally and I’m over here still fighting and wanting to be with you. Like what the actual Fuck.